I was having a sleepover with the kid that I nanied over the summer and 3 of her friends, I was running around all over the place. My boyfriend came over and my mom yelled at me asking where he is supposed to sleep when we have 4 other people over. I stick him in my room and forget about him for most of the night. I am now in my dorm leaving my hall and me and this girl kiss. I say thankyou name and I mess up her name she looks hurt and leaves. I go back to the sleepover and watch a movie and then the next morning I'm in my dorm with my roomate cleaning up and go knock on the girls door when she opens it she asks why are you here and I take her hands saying I am so sorry and we start kissing, I really enjoyed it not feeling guilty in the moment but now I feel guilt sonce I cheated in my dream. I go drop my boyfriend at home hurrying back to my house. The kids are not at my house anymore and I freak out finding them at my neighbors house. I say thank God you're here and then we hang out until I wake up.
This dream appears to reflect various aspects of your current relationships and emotions. The sleepover with the child you nannied represents a sense of responsibility and nurturing. Running around all over the place may symbolize feeling overwhelmed and busy in your waking life.
The presence of your boyfriend and your mom's reaction in the dream suggests feelings of conflict between your personal life and your responsibilities or obligations. Forgetting about your boyfriend and sticking him in your room might indicate you are neglecting or setting aside your intimate relationship in favor of other priorities.
Transitioning to your dorm and kissing another girl could signify curiosity or exploration of your own identity and desires. The mix-up with her name and her subsequent hurt reaction implies a fear of potentially causing harm or confusion in your relationships.
Returning to the sleepover and watching a movie signifies a desire for comfort and relaxation. However, the guilt you feel afterwards for cheating in the dream represents a subconscious recognition of your own moral compass and the fear of betraying someone you care about.
Dropping your boyfriend off at home in a hurry and finding the kids at your neighbor's house may symbolize the fear of losing control or losing connection with the important people in your life. The relief and joy you experience upon finding the children suggests a longing for stability and reassurance.
Overall, this dream may be reflecting your complex emotions surrounding relationships, responsibilities, desires, and the fear of making mistakes or hurting others. It could be helpful to further explore and reflect on these aspects in your waking life to gain clarity and understanding.